2009

was overall a great year
even with my lowest times, i can say that 2009 was byfar the best year of my life :)

memorable experiences/moments/times

january - i think coming back from retreat from epc and spending new years with the selected few from epc was pretty memorable 'cause i got close to great people and met many new, friendly people teehee. thanks for making my january oh-so-memorable fatass maid <3

february - moe's house, superbowl started off most of our 09 feb haha. that was.. interesting, i guess. many random people, new faces, blahblah. haha and there was eternity dance, which was a complete failure. THAT was def a memorable night. which reminds me, ydapp? oh fucking dear.

march - second semester of junior year started. i remember ap chem fucking ruined my life. but having fatass maid to rant to and talk to and hang out to made my march awesome. once again, thanks fatass maid! idk where or what i would've been/done without you :) and our sneaking out nights, ha, those were the best + most adventurous. also! joanna's bday party THAT was goooood def the top memorable night of march :) ilyguysss. oh and hanging out w/ joanna, hannah, maygee, those were fun days, toooo. i definitely miss those times ):

april - the month where i first decided that i wanted to be an architect after visiting disney imagineering. haha i felt like i actually had a goal in life there. hanging out w/ the girlss, not being able to make it to pranker's bday momo, etc. good days but def not the best month

may - hmm first there was the sats, then there was playing with kimmieeee love, going to westwood to shop w/ teresa, AP EXAMS. wow, that month was hellllllllllll. nothing good about that month

june - more sat, act, etc. then all the 91's graduations. soooo hectic. but this year's our year! yayyy. there was really not much in june either, except for finals and birthdays, etc. yay i'm sure there was more, i'm just not remembering any! shiiiit

july - july and august were the besssssssssst months of 09, no doubt. 1) hurricane harbor w/ kimmie, pregges, javi, gogi, james chang. our lovely encounter w/ the popo, then malibu w/ half of ktown haha gooooood day. except no fireworks was a minus. 2) all those ninja nights! loveee<3 3) iceskating w/ the randomest people 4) working at the firedepartment 5) getting paid to draw on the streets of hollywoooood w/ the love <3 6) six flags w/ epc + preggers, chris, dana, daniel lee, princess, etc. such a group of random people but extremely EXTREEEMELY fun day :) 7) food dates w/ the preggers <3 8) 17th bday, which wasn't that great but whatever still got to hang out with alll the loves 9) oh and can't forget the ikea nigth w/ preggers and his mom :o

august - going to preggers house practically everyday, still working for the fire department, still getting paid to paint, biking to venice beach then to santamonica then back to venice then back to ktown w/ preggers, chris, dana, and henry daaamn. going to observatory w/ preggers, kimmie, and chris. preggers + gogi's bday momo WOW? citywalk, ktg, zoo, kollab, raising kitty, all with preggers.

september - SCHOOOL ): going to preggers' house everyday after school. school school schoool. more school. next to worst month after may. ninja nights every weekend <3

october - same as september plus sat and act.

november - same as september and october.

december - same as september to november plus FINALS more more more ninja nights! adventures, rottings at preggers' house, etc.


i'm sure there's more but i'm just shutting down since it's 12:27 am right now, officially the last day of 09. goodnight and happy new year fellow bloggers and creepers :)

happy/merry christmas eve
and
merry christmas
and
happy new year

<3 (:

well

it's already december 6th.. which meanssss.
FINALS IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS
i'm kinda fucked? hahaha. i sort of not really regret not doing any of my work this entire semester. well not that i really haven't done ABSOLUTELY nothing. i mean, i did enough work to pass my classes but i never actually put effort in them which means.. i don't know anything, which means.. i'm going to fail my finals. and ive decided that i'm not going to go to school on the last day of finals, because what kind of evil school gives finals on a monday? why should i wake up early to go to school to waste 6 hours of my life to do absofuckinglutely nothing? RIGHT? haha mmm. well kimmie, if you're reading this, that unnamed person is kinda keep talking to me which is weird sorta now? since i read what you sent me, that is. and yeah. i'll tell you other stuff personally ahahaa. uhmmmmmmmmm. yeah. can't believe christmas is almost hereeee. i really hope this christmas isn't like last christmas. last christmas was so fucking wack. i was standing outside in the fucking rain for like 10 hours 'cause my family left me to go to universal studios and i didn't have a key. welllll yeah. hopefully this year ends welll heheeee

well! i must make up all my homework that i have missed for the past week becauseee i didn't do shit last week heeheheheh bye!

kIMberlY fucking hong!

- black friday was a success/fail
- my parents only gave me a 100 and i had to use my money and now i'm completely broke!
- oh i'm getting a job on tuesssday i'll tell ya about that next time
- aaaaaaalso more stuff happened on friday but i can't say here so i'll update you when i talk to you on the phone in a few days
- i finished the research paper; i was one of the eleven people who turned it in out of forty students in that class HAHA we got extra credit for it yeeeeeee i think i deserve it, considering that i spent about 7 hours working on that shit!
- this weekend (byfar) has probably been the best weekend of this entire year, but i'm sad that we didn't get to play at all (once again) but winter is so close! i'm excited
- well i'm about to bust a ninja again tonight so i must go on to starting/finishing my hw

hope to talk to you soon bebe!

luuuuuuuuuurve,
jchang

p.s. i've been good with this 'diary to kimmie' thing huh? gimme a cookie

DEAR KIMMIE,

i am currently supposed to be writing a five page research paper butt i need rest. my brain is about to shut down. i feel like i'm going to barf out my brain any minute. hehehehe. umm. i didn't go to school today, but you know that, since we talked for almost an hour few hours ago? while you were ditching class.. haha. uhhh yeah. i'm kinda bored. i already wrote like three pages and that shit took me FOREVER. i hate writing research papers. i think i've only written abouttt five research papers? my entire life? ahah i don't know. i want black friday to come already! i asked my mom for a lot of $$ and she agreed yay! i want to learn the dance for single ladies.. i'm kind of late but it seem so fun heeeeeeheee. i'm so glad december's almost here. 16 days of regular schools days and three days of finals and i'm officially done with the first semester of my senior year! i'm so excited for second semester. if it's anything like this semester i JUST might go curl up in my closet and cry my eyes out. i hope we both get cars next semesters :) finally we'll be able to hang out more often, SHIT wellll i'm going to go shove some creme puffs in my belly and write some more about voltaire and the french revolution. ahh fuck my life. adios!

luuuuuurve,
julieeee chaang

it's already

october.. ):

i don't like writing paragraphs about my thoughts
but i feel like i need to do something right now
'cause i'm getting agitated from sitting in my room for so long
i can't believe i'm back to the grounding stage again UGH

- remind me never to take five shots of soco/soju in a row
- last night, epic fail! but enjoyed my time there overall :)
- jenga w/ hannah + aaron + kkk was so fucking random, but entertaining
- KKKSDWC! :) muahhahahaha
- why can't our school have more jewish people?!
- it says "autumn begins" for sept22 on my calendar but seems like summer began?
- i should seriously start thinking about colleges and shit like that
- procrastination is killing me KILLING ME I TELL YOU but i can't stop hehe
- i just thought about something really funny that happened but i can't type it here
- i have the worst case of senioritis ALREADY :(
- my ap classes are killing me. i definitely regret choosing to take 5 of them
- i don't feel like typing anymore toodless

EYE

FACKING LAV YEW HAHAHAHA
igym:)



-i got so much shit to do for apgov!
-i'm cussing too much nowadays. cutdowwn
-the weird magnet king kids are all fucking retards
-raspberrymilano<3
-my theory: fail the beginning of the semester, raise grades by the end

the end
for today, anyways

amazing

how much people can change within a year, isn't it?

also amazing how many friends you grow apart from
and how many close friends you gain within a few months

time to start college apps and have no life!
oh and study for sat
and act


someone suffer with me! i am completely lost
goodbye now

bored

Rule #1:If you open this you take it.Rule
#2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING
unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:Tag thirteen people.

Answer True or False
Q: Do you like someone? true
Q: Held a snake? false
Q: Been suspended from school? false
Q: Sang karaoke? true
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? true
Q: Laughed until you started crying? true
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? true
Q: Kissed in the rain? false
Q: Sang in the shower? false
Q: Sat on a roof top? true
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? true
Q: Broken a bone? false
Q: Shaved your head/Cut off all your hair? false
Q: Played a prank on someone? true
Q: Shot a gun? true
Q: Donated Blood? false

LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with? :)
2. You texted? :)
3. You were in a car with? mother
4. Went to the movies with? :)
5. Person you went shopping with? :)
6. You talked on the phone? mother
7. Made you laugh? mother
8. You miss? old days

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? moon
2. Winter or Fall? fall
3. Left or Right? right
4. Sunny or rainy? sunny, i wish it was rainy
5. Where do you live? in the middle of nowhere
6. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? yes
7. Do you want to get married? i never wanted to
8. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
9. What time is it? 11:09
10. Are you afraid of commitment? yes
11. What is your greatest hope/wish? it's a bit personal
12. Do you cook? i can make pancakes?
13. Current mood? whatevs

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? :)
2. Sang? yes
3. Listened to music? yes
4. Danced Crazy? yes
5. Cried? nope

25 FIRSTS ....
1.Who was your first prom date? the first person who asked me? 'cause i refuse to go to prom
2. Who was your first roommate? sis
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? soju i think
4. What was your first job? teacher assistant
5. What was your first car? no car for now!
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? never went to a funeral
7. Who was your first love? never had one
8. Who was your first grade teacher? ms flores?
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? uh no idea
10.What was the first theme park you went to? somewhere in korea
11. Who was your first best friend? this one girl and two guys
12. Who was your first best friend in high school? i don't think i had one?
13. Who was the first person to break your heart? no one
14. Who was the first person to mend your heart? no one
15. Who was the first person you slow danced with? steve haha
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? turn the alarm off
17. What was the first concert you went to? i don't remember.. haha
18. What was the last concert you went to? i don't do concerts
19. First tattoo or piercing? ears
20. First celebrity crush? jesse mccartney
21. Current celebrity crush? no celebrity crush
22. First crush? one of my best friends haha -.-
23. Current crush? :)
25. First time you tied your shoe laces? i don't remember

Five names you go by:
1. juliee
2. julie*
3. k*
4. clammy
5. julay chulay

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. undies
2. bra
3. tanktop

Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1. ice cream
2. jjajjaroni
3. my money

Two things you did last night:
1. homework
2. text

Two things you ate today:
1. icecream
2. salad

Two people you last talked to on the phone:
1. :)
2. mother

Three things you are going to do tomorrow:
1. ADVENTURE!
2. driiiiiiiiink
3. YAYAYYYA

Favorite beverages:
1. nesquik but it makes me poop
2. cold water
3. cold tea
4. green tea at jamba juice
5. arizona

well

school's a fail
schedule's a fail
counselors' are failures

the only positive thing about school at the moment is the fact that i have someone to conversate with in all my classes

AHHHHHHHH

i'm excited to start school
two more days!

quick recap of summer before i forget it

this is mostly for myself 'cause i like to write down everything so i don't forget anything HAHA
so don't bother wasting your time reading this 'cause it's not that great
have a nice day!


- observatory w/ cappio, kimmie, chris
- lazoo w/ cappio
- the collector w/ the loves
- biking to venice w/ cappio, chris, dana, henry
- spinach pizza (finally!) w/ cappio, chris
- alcohol?! cappio+gogi's bday was prolly the best for me byfar
- science center w/ cappio, chris
- kollab acoustic w/ half the loves
- extreme tanning w/ kimmie (ihykimmie!!)
- watching potheads play basketball, teresa creeper
- art class wed + thurs
- 'computer class' nights
- sixflags w/ cappio, spankie, chris, kil, dana, ++
- hurricane harbor w/ cappio, kimmie, javi, gogi, jameschang
- july4 drinkdrink @ malibu w/ 239847394834 people
- midnight hollywood hills :)
- midnight sneak out joyrides
- working with the fire department
- movie nights w/ cappio, chris
- pinks w/ cappio, chris
- random nights w/ cappio, kimmie, chris, jameschang
- kitty (kiki!) and its troubles
- citywalk; movie hopping
- my progress w/ food and getting over my vegetarian-ism HAHA
- iceskating w/ jchoi, hansol, kermit
- ikea RANDOM ahhahahahahhaa
- random lunch dates
- i'm going to add more when i remember hehe


plans for my last four days of summervacation!
- sneak into a roof pool
- get fuuuucked up!
- staples.. (this doesn't really count but whatevs)
- lacma
- hiking up to the observatory
- aquarium? (hopefully!)

r & fp

friday - cappio + gogi's bday paaaaaarty! was pretty interesting and fun, despite the presence of the specific few unnamed person/people :P haahaaa. got to 'sleepover' (WHAAAT?)
saturday - went to cappio's house afterwards, ktfo-ed, woke up to see kerm, bcho, slow, ktfo-ed again, woke up to see just chris and cappio, went home, snuck out to go to joon's paaad, watched drunk people act retarded, slept over (accidentally)
sunday - woke up at like, 6? knocked out again, woke up at 920ish, called cab, snuck back in, went to 'church' (got picked up by chris and went to cappio's house AGAIN) freaking saw that fatty for almost 36 hours straight.. wow
monday - which is today! :) so i'm at work right noww and just few seconds before, chief yamahata wanted to make a copy and three other captains and i were standing around the copy machine trying to figure out how to work that thing and van came and just pressed start and it worked... talk about making people feel dumb HAHA oh AND i decided to finally try to change my hairstyle. but if it fails and makes me look like a bagaji head i will forever secretly dislike the ones who told me to try to get a new haircut.. assholes. HAHA just kdiding (: anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy i'm going to go on my lunch break now so BYEEEEEEE for now. til i get bored again. at work. later. today. k bye (:

random thoughts during work

- i realized that i have a lot of these 'random thoughts' bloggy moggys
- i'm extremely bored at work today EXTREMELY capitalized italicized underlined and everythang
- why does yahoo have a little picture of a building next to its logo that has "school" written on it? and why does it say back to school when it's only AUGUST 7TH?>!?!?!?!
- i HAVE to watch g.i.joe. channing tatum comes out. now who DOESN'T want to watch that?!
- ap psychology history reading is a bitch. it's so fucking boring i want to maybe bash my head into a watermelon and maybe a few grapefruits as well
- fake flowers are extremely unattractive and just ruins the atmosphere; don't kill me if you like fake flowers with fake water droplets attached to the fake petals
- i think this summer was the best summer i've ever had byfar?! the most interesting, too
- i really should cut my hair. it's almost reaching my bellybutton.. is that too long? yes, i think so. does my mom want to give me money to cut my hair? no, she doesn't.
- i've been reading the news (about la) out of boredom at work nowadays and i feel all intelligent and shit about the stuff happening los angeles HEHEHEHEHOHOHO don't judge me
- today i realized how cruel some people are, and how they don't give a shit about the world but themselves. there was a bum with his head almost lying out on the street with his body on the sidewalk on the grassy area and it was apparent that he was having a seizure, yet no one stopped to help or anything. all the cars just zoomed by. i mean, i understand that most bums are smelly and gross and creeperish and etc, but they're still people and they shouldn't be just left there to die slowly! anyway, that image, and thought, has been really disturbing me for the past i don't know how many hours, and i just wanted to share it with all the lowlives (just kidding.. not really) who read my posts heheheeeee
- SHOPPING THIS WEEKEND FINALLY OHMYGOD NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND HOW JIRALFUL AND HAPPY I FEEL 'CAUSE OF THAT ASDFJHAKSLJDFHLAKF


bye for now

i need

A FUCKING CALENDAR


0806THURS - mother's bday (: work + art
0807FRI - chill w/ alexX? + work + lovers' bday partay
0808SAT - if i could cash in my check, SHOPPING!!!
0809SUN - if not on sat, SHOPPING! w/ alice, orr zoo (:
0810MON - fatgirl's bday (: let's go to the aquarium! + work
(kimmie let's go and can you convince your lover
to take us YOUR LOVER as in *ahem HAHA)
0811TUES - work + dentist appt. fml
0812WED - go to school, take ap psych ch1 test + work + art
0813THURS - work + art
0814FRI - work
0815SAT - KIMMIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ew. HAHA jk lova!


so i realized today.
i only have about 2 weeks and a half to relax and go out and play
because i have to start my ap gov, ap econ, ap eng, and ap psych hw
aaaaaaaaaaaaaand yeah. i'm pretty much fucked! (:
oh and study for sat's FORRRRRRRRREALS this time
study date, anyone?
except kimmie
'cause i KNOW we're not going to study if we have a 'study date'
'cause i KNOW you're going to be all talking and stuff
and not be able to pay attention like some kid w/ a.d.d.
AHAHAHHAHAHAHA just kidding <3


okay i'm done for today(:

btw i think it's interesting how some people i will not name
(but they're kind of similar)
text me and ask me "hey julie, what are we going to do tomorrow?"
like, it's automatic that we're going to hang out
which is weird
because i never planned anything with them?
hm....



so like, yeah
goodnight adios

one of those myspace surveys

SO it's midnight again
and i'm bored
so i'm jst going to fill this shit out
and try to sleep

Are you ready for a long survey that actually has some new questions?
maybe

Do you tend to fall for basketball players?
i could care less about what sport they play.. no offense. AHAHA

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
thinking, observing, being a creeper, etc
you know, the usual HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Have you made a mistake this past week?
maybe earlier today? hehe

Do you get motion sick?
like on planes and long car rides etc

Where is your biological father right now?
in his room

Is your room ever clean?
so rare to see it clean

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
large group of close friends
if they're just FRIENDS, then just a best friend would be fine

Are you hard to please?
maybe sort of not really

Are you missing anyone?
i miss my grandparents hahaha

Could you date someone taller than you?
yes, but i would prefer it if they weren't freakishly tall

What are you freakishly obsessed with?
gum. and bandaids. and post-its.
call me weird, i don't care! >:O

Do you get drunk every weekend?
i wish. HAHAHHAHA just kidding i don't wish, and no

This time last year, were you single?
sort of not really if you get what i mean

What was the last thing you cried over?
disappointed + upset + angry w/ ---

Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
cappio connie ricky chris dana henry

Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
yes. i walk around in my undies when i'm at home
doesn't matter if people who aren't family are over HAHA

Who else is in the room with you?
sissy

How do you look right now?
like a 'racoon'

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
yes. ):

Have you ever asked a girl for advice?
yeeeeeeees usually doesn't help though

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
i think advice from guys are better haha sorry

What color underwear/​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​boxers wearing now?
orange

Who did you last talk to before you went to bed?
uhh probably cappio or chris

Did you stay at your own house last night?
to sleep, yes, but before that, no

Do you have any bruises on you?
i have bruises all over from who knows what -_-

What song did you hear last?
together

How often do you listen to music?
almost 24/7. ALMOST

What are you doing saturday?
shoppingggggg

Do you trust all your friends?
no

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
not really

You just took 15 shots of alcohol, what are you doing?
probably dead
1 shot is enough for me HAHA youuuu knowwww

Is there a difference between love and in love?
who cares, right?

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
if you're reading this you're probably thinking about me
right? :) HAHHAHAHAHHA

Have you ever tried your hardest then got disappointed later on?
YES i hate the feeling of disappointment sooooooooo much

How many guys/girls do you fully trust?
quite a few, actually
the people i talk to almost everyday (:

Today did you hug a person?
i think so

Does anyone know your password besides you?
yes

Do you listen to music when you're down?
yes
i like to listen to loud, obnoxious songs when i'm down

Do you delete people off of MySpace?
let's be more mature, people

Do you trust people too easily?
not really
i could sort of tell in the beginning when i meet a person
if i'd be able to trust them or not
don't you get that?

How's life?
it was pretty bad in the beginning but now it's gooood

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
haha

Are you mad at anyone?
why waste time being mad at someone?

If someone liked you, would you want to know?
only if i liked them, too

Do you want to see somebody right now?
not really
i just want to be alone! hahahahhahahha just kidding

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
nails ):

What catches your eye more? Eyes or smile?
eyes and smile hehe

august already

my random midnight thoughts
- i like the feeling of having a secret sign with someone
- i started to watch shining inheritance.. ):
- biking to venice from la, then to santa monica, then back to venice, then back to la was such a mission. i'm dying from the pain in my arms, back, legs, hands, etc. but we should def. do that again (:
- i want to go to the observatory again ): but at night, this time!
-i need to go shopping for work clothes =/
- i should get a wallet HAHA fuuuck i hate carrying those things around
- next adventure: to science center! muahaha
- to anonymous: KISS THOSE BUTTHOLE LIPS ALREADY :P
- money makes people snobby. my neighbors are the biggest fucking snobs i've ever met. stupid korean bitchass ladies thinking they're the shit. gosh i wanted to slap her

@work

and i'm kinda bored
everyone's out at lunch


a little boy from england sent the fire department a letter asking for picture of fire trucks 'cause he likes them. aw! his letter was so cute i wanted to keep it and put it on my wall but they mailed it back to him with the pictures of fire trucks so whoever opens the letter wouldn't wonder why they got pictures of firetrucks in the mail ):


073009
- work til 3
- century city
- art w/ cappie
- 'class'
- farmer's market w/ cappie + chris
- a little bit of twilight

073109
- work til 5 (boat ride?!)
- dinner w/ lovas
- moviee
- deb sleepover

080109
- bike to venice beach w/ cappie + henry + chris + dana
- fun in the sun



i hope your summer's as fun as mine
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
just kidding
well yeah i hope you're having fun
'cause we only have a month left, you guys ):

BYE

YAY

highlights of the week
- bc w/ deborah
- fly to the sky
- beach + tan w/ kimmie
- walk from grove to like wilshirelabrea w/ cappie
- yogurtland treatout
- interesting times with interesting people
- sixflags tomorrow w/ the loves
- ikea w/ cappie on sunday HAHA
- acceptance to ap psych i.s.
- getting a job at the random-est place ever
- seeing favorite people 239847934 times!!
- alice coming on sunday


best week by far?!

why

am i still up?




today was an interesting day
everyday i learn something knew about the person
whom i thought i knew everything about

this will have to be

my calendar-ish thing for now
til i find my actual calendar, at least

- art session tomorrow, rot w/ cappiebear OUTSIDE haha
- friday meeting @ 330, kimmie + deborah? sleepover
- tanning/shopping date w/ kimmie + deborah on sat!
- harry potter or some other movie w/ movie buddies on sundaaay yee
- get work permit on moday + go back to intern place



to-do list
- econ hw
- gov hw
- borrow ap eng lit book & read
- mail ryman arts reaplication form
- mail leadership conference shit
- get the bus sticker thing
- change address @ school
- eventually tell parents that i never actually went to computer class



upcoming stuff
- alice moving (temporarily) to place right in front of my house! whaaat
- birthday. ugh.

lazy fuck

i'm feeling reeeeeeeeeally lazy right now.
and i'm supposed to go to hannah's house and then go to the beach w/ everyone later.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
i'm feeling very very lazy
it's probably that green tea icecream i ate earlier


sOOOOO i got my ap scores
and i'm not telling anyone what i got
cause if you got a higher score than me i'll probably get butthurt
and go cry in the corner throughout the entire summer
just kidding i won't do that, but yeah


and should i take ap econ or ap physics?
HELP ME DECIDE!!
and when the fuck should i take intro computer?
cause i refuse to be stuck in a computer class for four months
HELLLLLLLLL NOOOOOOOOOOOO
plus SOMEONE will be taking intro comp as well
and i DO NOT want to be stuck in the same class as him for FOUR MONTHS
HOW WILL I LIVE
just kidding
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh yeah
someone tell me what we're supposed to study for ap gov
'cause i don't get it
are we supposed to memorize the entire us constitution?


i need to decorate my wall with crap all over again
and my clothes are disappearing
first, it was that bohemian looking white shirt
then, it was that one white tanktop that i adorrrrrrrrrrrrred
NOW MY BELT IS MISSING
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
i think my sister is secretly selling my clothes on ebay or something
or maybe my mom...
or maybe my dad...
okay now i'm just typing straight out of my ass
good afternoon have a nice day

recap

dante. kimmie. gogi. james. javier. hurricane harbor. super hot. i hate scary rides/slides whatever. lady in nude pantie. looking for car. random mexican lady w/ baby who couldn't find her car. westwood. in-n-out. ralphs. trunk wouldn't open. bitch call. malibu. trunk still wouldn't open. gross beer. ghetto fireworks. people. more people. more people. more people. i counted and it was like more than 30 people wtf?! lobster nosebleeding. chips. nacho cheese. potheads. trying to think of a believable excuse. mom looked cracked out. dad sleeping. in room safe and sound. babbling on. 1:30am. wisdom teeth hurt like a bitch. fuuuuuuuuuuck. BYE

asdf

hi if you have a chihuahua, french bulldog, a great pyranees, a jack russell terrier, a mini australian shepherd, a mini pinscher, a papillon, a pembroke welsh corgi, or a shiba inu.............


GIVE THEM TO MEEEEEEE!
kthx

pleasure to the eye

i miss my cousins
i miss my grandparents
i miss my old friends
i miss my old best friends
i miss the people i used to talk to
i miss school
i miss my old house
i miss my other old house
i miss my childhood
i miss my old computer
i miss a lot of stuff

kimmie is gay

BYE

blah

stop trying to make your summer plans like our summer plans
i mean we know you don't have a brain but, really?

summer

eh

packing my life away (literally)
so bored
parents are at the new house moving things
definitely not excited to move
but closer to ktown yay (not)
i need to go out
no more ninja after i move
parents are back so
toodles

let's just drink our problems away

i've been a really angry child for the past few weeks
but don't blame me, blame my family
and i realized that as long as i'm not around my family members
i'm perfectly fine and happy
so therefore, my family is the real issue here.
i think i just need to get the fuck out of here already


my dad never ceases to bitch about everything.
he's always telling me that i'm one of those people who are below 'stupid'
and that i'm a complete failure
and then my sister gets all annoying and shit
and starts being a smartmouth and says shit to me
then i say something back
and my mom bitches at ME for it

oh gooooooooooooooooodddddd
how am i going to deal with this shit when i move and can't sneak out anymore?!?!!??!?!

okay i'm done venting now
bye

mood: fucking irritated

excuse my french, in advance.

okay so since i don't want that blog incident shit to happen again, especially since i need the fucking B in that class, i'm going to refer the man as 'faggotass cocksucking motherfucker', in short, fcm.

1) fcm is officially the biggest fucking bitch in the entire fucking world. supposedly, just because i'm in his AP class he refuses to curve my fucking 79% to a fucking B. and i quote, "there's a special ap grading rule that doesn't let us, teachers, curve even 79% to a B" REALLY FCM, REAFUCKINGLLY? even mr.hardcore-gradingshih agreed to curve my 78-79% to a B. is ap calc not an ap class? even ms.i-hate-juliechangbrownell is giving me a B. is ap spanish not an ap class? just because i don't fucking play fucking YUGIOH like the rest of the fucking loserass sophomore bitches, he won't fucking curve that shit, and yes, i'm pissed because he won't curve my fucking grade. for this entire fucking semester, the one class that i've been actually TRYING to fucking do well in was fucking ap chem. just because i'm not as fucking obnoxious as all the fucking KIDS and just because i don't fucking laugh at their lameass jokes, he doesn't like me? WHAT THE FUCK. if he seriously gives me a fucking C on my report card for a fucking SEVENTYFUCKINGNINE PERCENT i will fucking flip and possibly release the monstrous hate i have towards him; then, who knows what's going to happen? plus, he's the worst fucking teacher ever, and he does NOT fucking know how to even explain the SIMPLEST shit, so if worst comes to worst, i will do everything that i can to get him fired. i'm very sorry for those who wanted him as a teacher for chem next year (though i doubt that anyone wants him as their teacher next year; except for the fuck-ups who want a loserass laid-back teacher, that is.)

2) AM I LIKE, THE FUCKING CUPCAKE MAN? (teresa, only you'd get what i'm talking about.)

3) i was venting that whole fcm and my grade issue to my mom, and as always, she says it's all MY fault. she doesn't even fucking know how hard i fucking tried in that class. plus, she's been pissing me off for the past few weeks.

4) i'm fucking sick of school. that shit needs to be done and over with NOW.

5) fucking king kids smell like shit.

6) singing "under the sea" in spanish is a fucking pain in the fucking rear.


i'm done for today.

p.s. to the people who actually read all that: now, why in the world would you waste your time to read such useless shit?

it's funny how

you think the other person doesn't notice/know the things you notice/know but it turns out, they do notice/know the things you notice/know!

icgoy

june

recap of june so far:
0601 - julie's bday! stopped by gogijip
0602-0605 don't (want to) remember
0606 - SATII chem + math2. dante's house. swapmeet. dante's house again. ddukboki! potheads. alcoholics. home. ktfo.
0607 - century city with dana, chris, dante. chipotle. home. sneak out. park w/ spankie.
0608 - school. market. fun.




so like, i think my summerschool chem teacher LOOOVE(S/D) me
because he's been nominating me for all these leadership stuff HAHA
and my mom thinks that the whole thing would be good for me
so i might go to washington d.c. during september/october-ish yeee





random thoughts:
- two more weeeks til school's OVAAAAAAAAAAAAA
- i'm excited + scared
- for me, jenny, alex, & cord's jerry springer skit, i'm the hooker. a high-class hooker. uhh..
- i really should stop biting my nails
- i've been eating sooo much during the past few days!
- i think i'm going to have a semi-bikini bod by summer (hopefully)
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- i'm moving in less than a month! but i don't know where to, so please don't ask
- my neighbors got robbed
- my mom's friend got her car window smashed open and got her purse jacked
- my mom's friend/sister's friend's family got robbed during daytime
- what is happening to the world?!
- i've come to realize that koreans are that bad. sort of.
- ACT this week. should i study? or not? probably not
- i'm grounded this weekend because i refused to wash my dad's car. complete bullshit.
- calpico tastes like some shit that the asian ancestors found in the fucking well 2,000 something years ago. what the fuck is this shit?
- the weird marshall magnet chicks (and some dicks) are fucking drama queens. they are SO weird. (i.e., anna)
- i'm going to donate the books i read, as a kid, to foster care centers hip hip hooraay!
- no, actually, scratch that. i feel like shit! all that walking from saturday totally killed me.
- i like sneaking off to the park in the middle of the night. i think i'll do that more often.






i'm done. bye

hi

it takes me an hour to finish a plate of hamburger helper
because i pick out every little piece of meat
my parents are inconsiderate for even making it with meat
i mean just because it's called hamburger helper
doesn't mean that they have to add meat.. does it?

i have to vent again today

IT'S ALL MY FAULT.
bye

and kimmie i need to talk to you about it all but you're not online ):
and i need to talk to you about it TODAY!!! before tomorrow
you'll see why i'll call you later (if you see this before then) bye

"your sensitivity is an asset"

that's what my 'fortune' said from my fortune cookie.
which is ridiculous, 'cause all it's done is give me trouble.


why do people write 'penis' all over my arms when i'm sleeping?


i really don't like asian food at all.


limewire's not working so i can't update my ipod.
and i haven't done so for almost a month now.


i hate awkward moments.
i hate hate hate hate awkward moments.


i hate cutting. i hate scissors.


i hate essays. i hate research projects.


i hate the mentor lady.


i hate school. i'm sick of seeing him everyday.
which is annoying because it was all my fault
and i'm just trying to find ways to blame him for everything.
which is the main reason why i'm so irritated right now.


i hate today. i hate this week.
i hate school.


"hate's a strong word."
i know.
that's why i hate all of them, not dislike them because the word "dislike" isn't strong enough.
DUH.





fuck theeeeeeeeeees sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet bye

yesterday

was fun!

recap:
- kimmie - grove - victoria's secret - walk to melrose - american apparel - urban outfitters - walk to labrea - yogurtland - juliechoi - home sweet home - nap - ninja - cab driver and his gf - joon's house - cockfest - beerpong - nacho's bday shots - bailey - restroom lock - ktfo - cab driver - ninja - ktfo til fucking 3:30 wooooow


if tonight works out, best weekend ever!
thennnnnn back to school = hell
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM


my hair smells good
bye

myeh

Schindler's List was such an incredible, touching movie.
i've heard of people like oskar schindler but seeing this movie actually made me realize just how wonderful, and incredibly brave, these kind of people are/were.

oh, and,
steven spielberg is undoubtedly the greatest film director EVER EVER EVER EVER.

that's all i wanted to say
bye now



----------------------
so, like
my dad WANTS to buy me a mini cooper.
once i get in college.
...
except he's not even paying for my permit thing


but i guess they're cute but won't there be better, prettier cars by the time i get in college?
and if i get a mini cooper i want a pink one or an electric blue one



and i think mini coopers are ugly
bye

while i'm waiting

- i want it to be monday already! (sort of)
- because i love school.
- i'm going to go to the beach later. NO MATTER WHAT.
- fanta (pineapple) tastes good.
- i'm mad because there aren't any straws in this house.
- because i like drinking with straws.
- i think the next time i go to mickeyd's or whatever, i'm going to take all the straws.
- kittykat is being very lazy right now.
- kelvin is a slow texter.
- dante wants to shop.
- bryan wants to play football.
- HAHAH why am i talking about them.
- i don't know but i'm going to go wash up.
- good bye.

i

sleep too much
eat too much
should go out more
am always sick
hope things work out tomorrow
sort of miss the rotting kids
want to go to the beach and get a tan
want to dance my life away
feel bad for ignoring your text
don't want to sleep 'cause i already slept 5 hours
am addicted to advil
want to drink
want school to be over already but at the same time, i don't
hate how all my teachers are giving out 23894729 projects now
am done pms-ing
want to eat junk food
am done

someone - musiq soulchild

i want to write about my day
but i'm kind of scared to
'cause i don't want certain people to read my blog
ESPECIALLY after that blog incident
ugh
anyways

the last five days in simple sentences that aren't really sentences:

friday: sleep til 9. hung out in the oyster's class. tired. watched wiljosephryanscott + others play 'super exciting' games. kinky came to durkin's. gavinkinkygeorge + i went to phillip's class to use her microwave. saw a roach in jenny's table's sink. freaked out. screamed. sub gave me dirty look. text<3. home. swim frenzy (which didn't happen). three hour long phone convo w/teresa. attempt to sneak out. fail. text til 2 in the morning.

saturday: sleep til 10ish. watched chuck for three hours. teresa came, lunchdate. ate our feelings. 'shopping' (well, she did). talk talk talk. adios.

sunday: slept til 10. slept at 2. woke up at 4. slept again. woke up at 6. sick. gross.

monday: cockaroach. bad bad bad bad bad bad BAD DAY

today : semi-bad day. i hate boys. BOYS.

kay i'm going to go eat now buhbye

another boring post

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (no names):

1. you're telling me your life stories right now and they're actually kind of interesting HAH
2. what's happening tomorrow?!
3. thanks for giving me the answers to the test
4. thanks for buying me the retarded pooping chicken
5. happy almost birthday <3
6. i miss you bitch!

7. you're cuuuuuuuuute AHAHA

8. if you don't call me today i'm not talking to you 'til next week (:

9. let's go to the beach ):

10. hi lova

Nine things about yourself:

1. bipolar bitch

2. i get uncomfortable when people compliment me

3. i have super clammy hands and it's not funny

4. i wish my hair wasn't so black

5. i like to drink tea

6. with sugar cookies

7. i hate the smell of spam

8. i think my sister is so gross

9. i hate flats. i fucking hate flats with all my heart.

Eight ways to win your heart

1. nice hair

2. pretty eyes

3. nice style

4. funny

5. smart
6. nice personality

7. conversation starter

8. non-boring person (someone who doesn't rot 24/7 yknoww HAHA)

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. school
2. g

3. summer

4. fat

5. food

6. people

7. art shit

Six things you wish you could do:

1. read people's minds SOMETIMES

2. get some fat on my invisible asian ass

3. get some boobs

4. leave

5. do well on tests without studying

6. not be awkward around certain people

Five things that are in front of you:

1. mug
2. pen
3. envelope

4. interview letter!

5. calculator

Four turn-offs in a girl/boy

1. foul body odor

2. always talk about themselves + their lives

3. guys who act like they don't care when they're around friends

4. pothead

Three careers you would consider:

1. designer (not fashion)

2. stage designer

3. advertising

Two things you want to do before you die:

1. get a job HAHAHA

2. go skinny dipping

One confession:

1. i'm bored

recap

saturday - wake up early, review sat vocab words, took the sat, came home, knocked out for 14 hours (7pm - 9am sunday morning)

sunday - woke up, ate, watched shows on hulu, started studying for calculus, failed, ktfo

monday - schoooooool, 1st period, nothing. 2nd period, nothing. 3rd period, nothing, as usual. 4th period, got bitched at. 5th period, got separated from friends for saying 'big dick'?. 6th period, paint w/ watercolors. i don't like watercolors. they're so hard to like, control? i don't know. home, dropped by maggiano's for sandy's bday thing, home, studied 'til 3am. oh god.

tuesday - woke up, reviewed spanish vocab, went to school, took the ap spanish exam. that shit was soooooo confusing. i had no idea what the passages were about. but i think i did pretty well on the essay and the email to a friend thing. (: home, slept for four hours, started studying for calculus, studied 'til 2am.

wednesday (today) - woke up, reviewed calculus, went to school, took the ap calculus exam. gave up on the 2nd part of free response and left early, came home, started studying for ap chem mock exam/final, still studying.

plans for the rest of the week:
thursday - wake up early, study for ap chem, go to school around 5th period, take mock exam, come home, SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

friday - sleep in, go to school around 5th period, thenn sleepover yay

saturday - stay and hang out 'til noon-ish, come home, rest

YAYYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAY
not
bye now

booooooored

1. How old will you be in five years? 21
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? i guess georgeee? since he was in like, 3 periods w/ me today haha
3. How tall are you? 5'7ish
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? sleepover!!! and getting all my aps and sats over with
5. What's the last movie you saw? hmmm probably monsters vs aliens?
6. Who was the last person you called? my mom
7. Who was the last person to call you? fatass
8. What was the last text message you received? kimmie? i think hahaa
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? paul haha
10. Do you prefer to call or text? texxt
11. What were you doing at 12 a.m. last night? i think i was asleep
12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married
13. When is the last time you saw your mom? an hour ago?
14. What color are your eyes? dark brown
15. What time did you wake up today? 6:20ish?
16. What are you wearing right now? off shoulder shirt tanktop jeans
17. What is your favorite Christmas song? last christmas
18. Where is your favorite place to be? school
19. Where is your least favorite place to be? home
20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere? away from hereee!
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? out and about
22. Do you tan or burn? tan i never burn
23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? chuckie and his doll gang HAHA
24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh? just one of my silly thoughts
25. How many TVs do you have in your house? two
26. How big is your bed? small
27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer? desktop
28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? with
29. What color are your sheets? green
30. How many pillows do you sleep with? four
31. What is your favorite season? fall
32. What do you like about fall? it's not hot nor cold
33. What do you like about winter? i get to wear 2982 things without having anyone comment on my layers of clothing
34. What do you like about the summer? beach no school nights spent out
35. What do you like about spring? nothing i hate spring
36. How many states/provinces have you lived in? two
37. What cities/towns have you lived in? two
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet
39. Are you a social person? yes
40. What was the last thing you ate? some korean thing
41. What is your favorite restaurant? woodranch
42. What is your favorite ice cream? green tea
43. What is your favorite dessert? icecream
44. What is your favorite kind of soup? i don't like soup
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J? i don't like pb&j
46. Do you like Chinese food? no
47. Do you like coffee? coffee ice cream is good
48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average? two or three
49. What do you drink in the morning? tea
51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? near the edge or in the center
52. Do you know how to play poker? nope
53. Do you like to cuddle? yeeeeeeeeeees!
54. Have you ever been to Canada? nope
55. Do you have an addictive personality? not really
56. Do you eat out or at home more often? at home
58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? nope
59. Do you want kids? adopted kids
60. Do you speak any other languages? korean and a bit of spanish (:
61. Have you ever gotten stitches? yesss, next to my eye ):
62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? yes
63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool? pool
64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat? aisle i'm claustrophobic
65. Do you know how to drive stick? i don't know how to drive at all
66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on? clothes
67. Do you wear any jewelry? yes
68. What is your favorite TV show? chuck csi 24 fringe legend of the seeker dollhouse 30rock & etc.
69. Can you roll your tongue? no
70. Who is the funniest person you know? uhhh i don't know i think everyone's funny i'm easily amused
71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nope their fur or whatever makes my nose itch
72. What is the main ring tone on your phone? it's some weird sound thing
73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little? yes
74. What red object is closest to you right now? nail polish
75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth? no the sound of the running water gives me comfort HAHA
76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? CLOSED i def can't sleep if they're open
77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? probably... uhhh... i don't know what kind of question is this?!
78. Do you flirt a lot? to me it doesn't seem like i'm flirting but apparently to others i'm always flirting which is ridiculous and very untrue i think
79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? i don't eat chicken nuggets
80. What is your favorite food? i'm starting to like salad
81. Can you change the oil on a car? no
82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? nope
83. Have you ever run out of gas? nope
84. What is your usual bedtime? 11-12ish
85. What was the last book you read? ummmm i don't really remember
86. Do you read the newspaper? sometimes
87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? yes i need to cancel seventeen
89. Do you watch soap operas? fuck that
90. Do you dance in the car? yes
91. What radio station did you last listen to? 102.7 and 97.1 and a whoel bunch more haha
92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you? i don't really have any picture frames 'cause i drop them all
93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper? i don't remember
94. What is your favorite candle scent? coffee
95. What is your favorite board game? uh i don't know i haven't played one since forever
97. When was the last time you attended church? i don't go to church
98. Who *is* your favorite teacher in high school? no one
99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent? two days? two nights? i don't knowi hat camping
100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you? like who was the last person to actually take the time to make me feel special? hmmmmmmginger* (: muahahahHAHHAH!!<3

stop

BEING CREEPERS

title

bye