pleasure to the eye

i miss my cousins
i miss my grandparents
i miss my old friends
i miss my old best friends
i miss the people i used to talk to
i miss school
i miss my old house
i miss my other old house
i miss my childhood
i miss my old computer
i miss a lot of stuff

kimmie is gay

BYE

blah

stop trying to make your summer plans like our summer plans
i mean we know you don't have a brain but, really?

summer

eh

packing my life away (literally)
so bored
parents are at the new house moving things
definitely not excited to move
but closer to ktown yay (not)
i need to go out
no more ninja after i move
parents are back so
toodles

let's just drink our problems away

i've been a really angry child for the past few weeks
but don't blame me, blame my family
and i realized that as long as i'm not around my family members
i'm perfectly fine and happy
so therefore, my family is the real issue here.
i think i just need to get the fuck out of here already


my dad never ceases to bitch about everything.
he's always telling me that i'm one of those people who are below 'stupid'
and that i'm a complete failure
and then my sister gets all annoying and shit
and starts being a smartmouth and says shit to me
then i say something back
and my mom bitches at ME for it

oh gooooooooooooooooodddddd
how am i going to deal with this shit when i move and can't sneak out anymore?!?!!??!?!

okay i'm done venting now
bye

mood: fucking irritated

excuse my french, in advance.

okay so since i don't want that blog incident shit to happen again, especially since i need the fucking B in that class, i'm going to refer the man as 'faggotass cocksucking motherfucker', in short, fcm.

1) fcm is officially the biggest fucking bitch in the entire fucking world. supposedly, just because i'm in his AP class he refuses to curve my fucking 79% to a fucking B. and i quote, "there's a special ap grading rule that doesn't let us, teachers, curve even 79% to a B" REALLY FCM, REAFUCKINGLLY? even mr.hardcore-gradingshih agreed to curve my 78-79% to a B. is ap calc not an ap class? even ms.i-hate-juliechangbrownell is giving me a B. is ap spanish not an ap class? just because i don't fucking play fucking YUGIOH like the rest of the fucking loserass sophomore bitches, he won't fucking curve that shit, and yes, i'm pissed because he won't curve my fucking grade. for this entire fucking semester, the one class that i've been actually TRYING to fucking do well in was fucking ap chem. just because i'm not as fucking obnoxious as all the fucking KIDS and just because i don't fucking laugh at their lameass jokes, he doesn't like me? WHAT THE FUCK. if he seriously gives me a fucking C on my report card for a fucking SEVENTYFUCKINGNINE PERCENT i will fucking flip and possibly release the monstrous hate i have towards him; then, who knows what's going to happen? plus, he's the worst fucking teacher ever, and he does NOT fucking know how to even explain the SIMPLEST shit, so if worst comes to worst, i will do everything that i can to get him fired. i'm very sorry for those who wanted him as a teacher for chem next year (though i doubt that anyone wants him as their teacher next year; except for the fuck-ups who want a loserass laid-back teacher, that is.)

2) AM I LIKE, THE FUCKING CUPCAKE MAN? (teresa, only you'd get what i'm talking about.)

3) i was venting that whole fcm and my grade issue to my mom, and as always, she says it's all MY fault. she doesn't even fucking know how hard i fucking tried in that class. plus, she's been pissing me off for the past few weeks.

4) i'm fucking sick of school. that shit needs to be done and over with NOW.

5) fucking king kids smell like shit.

6) singing "under the sea" in spanish is a fucking pain in the fucking rear.


i'm done for today.

p.s. to the people who actually read all that: now, why in the world would you waste your time to read such useless shit?

it's funny how

you think the other person doesn't notice/know the things you notice/know but it turns out, they do notice/know the things you notice/know!

icgoy

june

recap of june so far:
0601 - julie's bday! stopped by gogijip
0602-0605 don't (want to) remember
0606 - SATII chem + math2. dante's house. swapmeet. dante's house again. ddukboki! potheads. alcoholics. home. ktfo.
0607 - century city with dana, chris, dante. chipotle. home. sneak out. park w/ spankie.
0608 - school. market. fun.




so like, i think my summerschool chem teacher LOOOVE(S/D) me
because he's been nominating me for all these leadership stuff HAHA
and my mom thinks that the whole thing would be good for me
so i might go to washington d.c. during september/october-ish yeee





random thoughts:
- two more weeeks til school's OVAAAAAAAAAAAAA
- i'm excited + scared
- for me, jenny, alex, & cord's jerry springer skit, i'm the hooker. a high-class hooker. uhh..
- i really should stop biting my nails
- i've been eating sooo much during the past few days!
- i think i'm going to have a semi-bikini bod by summer (hopefully)
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- i'm moving in less than a month! but i don't know where to, so please don't ask
- my neighbors got robbed
- my mom's friend got her car window smashed open and got her purse jacked
- my mom's friend/sister's friend's family got robbed during daytime
- what is happening to the world?!
- i've come to realize that koreans are that bad. sort of.
- ACT this week. should i study? or not? probably not
- i'm grounded this weekend because i refused to wash my dad's car. complete bullshit.
- calpico tastes like some shit that the asian ancestors found in the fucking well 2,000 something years ago. what the fuck is this shit?
- the weird marshall magnet chicks (and some dicks) are fucking drama queens. they are SO weird. (i.e., anna)
- i'm going to donate the books i read, as a kid, to foster care centers hip hip hooraay!
- no, actually, scratch that. i feel like shit! all that walking from saturday totally killed me.
- i like sneaking off to the park in the middle of the night. i think i'll do that more often.






i'm done. bye