hi

it takes me an hour to finish a plate of hamburger helper
because i pick out every little piece of meat
my parents are inconsiderate for even making it with meat
i mean just because it's called hamburger helper
doesn't mean that they have to add meat.. does it?

i have to vent again today

IT'S ALL MY FAULT.
bye

and kimmie i need to talk to you about it all but you're not online ):
and i need to talk to you about it TODAY!!! before tomorrow
you'll see why i'll call you later (if you see this before then) bye

"your sensitivity is an asset"

that's what my 'fortune' said from my fortune cookie.
which is ridiculous, 'cause all it's done is give me trouble.


why do people write 'penis' all over my arms when i'm sleeping?


i really don't like asian food at all.


limewire's not working so i can't update my ipod.
and i haven't done so for almost a month now.


i hate awkward moments.
i hate hate hate hate awkward moments.


i hate cutting. i hate scissors.


i hate essays. i hate research projects.


i hate the mentor lady.


i hate school. i'm sick of seeing him everyday.
which is annoying because it was all my fault
and i'm just trying to find ways to blame him for everything.
which is the main reason why i'm so irritated right now.


i hate today. i hate this week.
i hate school.


"hate's a strong word."
i know.
that's why i hate all of them, not dislike them because the word "dislike" isn't strong enough.
DUH.





fuck theeeeeeeeeees sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet bye

yesterday

was fun!

recap:
- kimmie - grove - victoria's secret - walk to melrose - american apparel - urban outfitters - walk to labrea - yogurtland - juliechoi - home sweet home - nap - ninja - cab driver and his gf - joon's house - cockfest - beerpong - nacho's bday shots - bailey - restroom lock - ktfo - cab driver - ninja - ktfo til fucking 3:30 wooooow


if tonight works out, best weekend ever!
thennnnnn back to school = hell
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM


my hair smells good
bye

myeh

Schindler's List was such an incredible, touching movie.
i've heard of people like oskar schindler but seeing this movie actually made me realize just how wonderful, and incredibly brave, these kind of people are/were.

oh, and,
steven spielberg is undoubtedly the greatest film director EVER EVER EVER EVER.

that's all i wanted to say
bye now



----------------------
so, like
my dad WANTS to buy me a mini cooper.
once i get in college.
...
except he's not even paying for my permit thing


but i guess they're cute but won't there be better, prettier cars by the time i get in college?
and if i get a mini cooper i want a pink one or an electric blue one



and i think mini coopers are ugly
bye

while i'm waiting

- i want it to be monday already! (sort of)
- because i love school.
- i'm going to go to the beach later. NO MATTER WHAT.
- fanta (pineapple) tastes good.
- i'm mad because there aren't any straws in this house.
- because i like drinking with straws.
- i think the next time i go to mickeyd's or whatever, i'm going to take all the straws.
- kittykat is being very lazy right now.
- kelvin is a slow texter.
- dante wants to shop.
- bryan wants to play football.
- HAHAH why am i talking about them.
- i don't know but i'm going to go wash up.
- good bye.

i

sleep too much
eat too much
should go out more
am always sick
hope things work out tomorrow
sort of miss the rotting kids
want to go to the beach and get a tan
want to dance my life away
feel bad for ignoring your text
don't want to sleep 'cause i already slept 5 hours
am addicted to advil
want to drink
want school to be over already but at the same time, i don't
hate how all my teachers are giving out 23894729 projects now
am done pms-ing
want to eat junk food
am done

someone - musiq soulchild

i want to write about my day
but i'm kind of scared to
'cause i don't want certain people to read my blog
ESPECIALLY after that blog incident
ugh
anyways

the last five days in simple sentences that aren't really sentences:

friday: sleep til 9. hung out in the oyster's class. tired. watched wiljosephryanscott + others play 'super exciting' games. kinky came to durkin's. gavinkinkygeorge + i went to phillip's class to use her microwave. saw a roach in jenny's table's sink. freaked out. screamed. sub gave me dirty look. text<3. home. swim frenzy (which didn't happen). three hour long phone convo w/teresa. attempt to sneak out. fail. text til 2 in the morning.

saturday: sleep til 10ish. watched chuck for three hours. teresa came, lunchdate. ate our feelings. 'shopping' (well, she did). talk talk talk. adios.

sunday: slept til 10. slept at 2. woke up at 4. slept again. woke up at 6. sick. gross.

monday: cockaroach. bad bad bad bad bad bad BAD DAY

today : semi-bad day. i hate boys. BOYS.

kay i'm going to go eat now buhbye

another boring post

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (no names):

1. you're telling me your life stories right now and they're actually kind of interesting HAH
2. what's happening tomorrow?!
3. thanks for giving me the answers to the test
4. thanks for buying me the retarded pooping chicken
5. happy almost birthday <3
6. i miss you bitch!

7. you're cuuuuuuuuute AHAHA

8. if you don't call me today i'm not talking to you 'til next week (:

9. let's go to the beach ):

10. hi lova

Nine things about yourself:

1. bipolar bitch

2. i get uncomfortable when people compliment me

3. i have super clammy hands and it's not funny

4. i wish my hair wasn't so black

5. i like to drink tea

6. with sugar cookies

7. i hate the smell of spam

8. i think my sister is so gross

9. i hate flats. i fucking hate flats with all my heart.

Eight ways to win your heart

1. nice hair

2. pretty eyes

3. nice style

4. funny

5. smart
6. nice personality

7. conversation starter

8. non-boring person (someone who doesn't rot 24/7 yknoww HAHA)

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. school
2. g

3. summer

4. fat

5. food

6. people

7. art shit

Six things you wish you could do:

1. read people's minds SOMETIMES

2. get some fat on my invisible asian ass

3. get some boobs

4. leave

5. do well on tests without studying

6. not be awkward around certain people

Five things that are in front of you:

1. mug
2. pen
3. envelope

4. interview letter!

5. calculator

Four turn-offs in a girl/boy

1. foul body odor

2. always talk about themselves + their lives

3. guys who act like they don't care when they're around friends

4. pothead

Three careers you would consider:

1. designer (not fashion)

2. stage designer

3. advertising

Two things you want to do before you die:

1. get a job HAHAHA

2. go skinny dipping

One confession:

1. i'm bored

recap

saturday - wake up early, review sat vocab words, took the sat, came home, knocked out for 14 hours (7pm - 9am sunday morning)

sunday - woke up, ate, watched shows on hulu, started studying for calculus, failed, ktfo

monday - schoooooool, 1st period, nothing. 2nd period, nothing. 3rd period, nothing, as usual. 4th period, got bitched at. 5th period, got separated from friends for saying 'big dick'?. 6th period, paint w/ watercolors. i don't like watercolors. they're so hard to like, control? i don't know. home, dropped by maggiano's for sandy's bday thing, home, studied 'til 3am. oh god.

tuesday - woke up, reviewed spanish vocab, went to school, took the ap spanish exam. that shit was soooooo confusing. i had no idea what the passages were about. but i think i did pretty well on the essay and the email to a friend thing. (: home, slept for four hours, started studying for calculus, studied 'til 2am.

wednesday (today) - woke up, reviewed calculus, went to school, took the ap calculus exam. gave up on the 2nd part of free response and left early, came home, started studying for ap chem mock exam/final, still studying.

plans for the rest of the week:
thursday - wake up early, study for ap chem, go to school around 5th period, take mock exam, come home, SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

friday - sleep in, go to school around 5th period, thenn sleepover yay

saturday - stay and hang out 'til noon-ish, come home, rest

YAYYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAY
not
bye now